Tonight I played the last intramural flag football game of my college career. I can still remember playing in my first game as a pledge for Phi Gamma Delta’s “C-team” in September of 2007. Tonight I played for our “A-team” and I played, not as a freshman pledge, but as a senior brother. When the clock ran out, I don’t think that it had hit me yet that it was my last game; however, it’s hit me now.
Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about the future and tonight’s game was just another reminder that a chapter of my life will soon be coming to an end. I’ll be graduating from the University of Kentucky this May and everything will be different. After the game, one of the freshman asked if I would still be in town to cheer on the team next year. I told him I hope I’m still in town, but I’m not sure. I know a year from now I’ll be in the “real world,” I just don’t know exactly where in that world I will be.
Uncertainty is a new feeling for me and I can honestly not think of a time where I couldn’t give an exact answer to the question, “Where will you be in a year?”
Will I be in Lexington? Will I move back to Louisville? Will I be working in the horse racing/breeding industry? If not, what will I be doing?
I cannot answer any of the above questions with certainty and that is very scary.
The only thing that I do know is that I’m going to be alright. I may get a great job right out of college and I may not. I may get the opportunity to continue working in the Thoroughbred racing and breeding industry and I may not. But regardless of where I am and what I’m doing, I’ll have the love and support of God, my family, and my friends. I know that they’re all going to be there for me and, with support like that, I know I’m going to be just fine.
Here are some pictures of a few of those people that I know will always be there for me. This isn’t everyone, but it’s a good chunk.